February 22, 2011

It’s exactly 10:00 pm and I’m kind of tired. Today at school it was a silver day. On silver days I have academic resource first period. Academic resource is like a study hall. But then if you have grades that are a C or better, halfway through the class you get PRT (personal responsibility time) which is like recess. If you have B’s or better you have the option to have full period PRT. Second period I have Rosetta stone, which is foreign language learning software. I’m taking Spanish, again. Third period is creative writing and that class is basically just where we write creatively ! haha. Fourth period I have chemistry with Bradley (: that’s the only class I have with him on silver days. I don’t even have lunch with him cause he has A lunch which is after second period, and I have B lunch which is after third. I like when we kiss because it’s kind of like, really exciting. I know it’s silly, but I like him a lott. His best friend Erik hated me until yesterday. Erik and I dated in freshman year for almost two months. We were just a couple hours short of two months. I know that’s not a long time at all, but that was the most grown up, mature, and intense relationship I had ever had. We went super fast and I just recently got over him. Mom and dad say he was probably my first love. I remember crying at drivers ed after we broke up. I was devastated. I was even the one who broke up with him and it was even Bradley’s fault ! he said he wanted to date me since freshman year, and I even liked him before I liked Erik. But I fell hard for Erik and he wasn’t there to catch me, so I landed on a knife. And it went through my chest and stabbed my heart. That’s how bad it felt ! But Erik and I made up yesterday. I guess Bradley saying the wrong thing to me which made me break up with him was kind of a good thing for everyone. No more awkwardness around him and Bradley. Actually, it is still extremely awkward. But I like to pretend it isn’t. I'm pretty tired now. So goodnight <3